I don’t know why I suddenly felt the urge to write this. But I just had one of those days where I feel like I had an epiphany type of moment.
I feel like I’ve lived in my own bubble world for too long…
I am proud to say that I’ve grown or am growing slowly into a better person.
I would say I am a very private person, as sad as it sounds I do not have many friends… Acquaintances I have many, but actually friends about a handful.
I find it hard to make friends, I feel like I would rather be alone most of the times. Maybe people find it hard to befriend me because of that.
In recent years I’ve found myself to be even more private.
On most of my social accounts I’ve already been through and combed through my friends/followers list and got rid of anyone I did not know which is probably the majority.
I’ve been especially touchy about instagram too, maybe it’s because that is the one place I go to most or I do post frequently in so I set it to private and will only accept people I know… Then if I knew these people I would then make sure that I know that pretty well before I allow them o follow…
I need to open up a bit more in regards to friends, but sometimes I feel that socialising is so tiring. Life is tiring as it is.
People are mean and the hardest thing is I care about what they say… Better to avoid than to confront.
I’ll get there one day.
wooyoung as the rogued, basement child no one cares about
groom siwon. (っ●´ω｀●)っ